So many things to do and it seems so little time to achieve the goals desired. My computer crashed big time where I lost several photos and files I could be really bummed out yet I have learned that in order to receive something has to go. So they went and I received. I am now running Windows XP home instead of Windows ME. I had to reformat my hard drive, so now I have a fresh start. I also received Home Studio so now I can start recording my music that I play. I looking forward to that. There are several more things yet there is more important things to talk about and to do. Like being able to enjoy and having fun. It seems that everything works out regaedless of my input or output which makes me think about what I do and what my intent and purpose is behind my actions and in front of my [link] if I don't perceive what I think it is and just let whatever run its natural course I think I'll be fine and a bit of OK!!! So in the meantime I will also keep hoping and keep trying. be someone's worst tragedy. Losing the capacity for joy is to lose one's perspective. The meaning of love can not be understood without a sense of joy. It could be worse if it weren't for the laughter, not the laughter of insanity or madness. It's the laughter of joy, simplicity; and sharing. So enjoy be deviant, and have fun for the love of it.


When the human consciousness was born there came with it a twin with the impulse to transcend it. It is the experience of the transcendent that makes man man. In all departments of life man shows this dualism-his existence within the range of obvious facts and his trancendence of it a realm of deeper meaning. Trandcending to a new consciousness is a must so humans can ascend to higher levels of human cooperation, imagination, and compassion. ... Well it's time to put something new just because everything else here is old. Also it's getting older which makes me think I have to use less energy. Yet at the same time I don't want to lose production or output. So how to go about achieving this requires a whole new line of thinking I think. I also get in trouble when I do that sometimes (not really) seems like it though. So I have to take how I've been applying my energy, Which is positive. Then find out what I've achieved, hmm a negative result. How wastefull and unlogical. So if I use negative energy and acheive positive results then it's fun, fun, fun, till I start to get in my own way. So where is negative energy? Negative is minus or nothing, must be nothing. Now where's nothing, hey I like this, it's everywhere so somehow the laws of physics demand that if I use nothing I have to achieve something. Positive is then everything and everything has its place. It can be seen and is physical so it has External qualities. Which would place the nothing as Interior. Something to think about, I think Today I finally get my International Scout 11, I've waited a long time and that's OK because it's so nice. Now I can head out to the desert and go meteor hunting with my metal detector. Having majored in geology the desert is a good place anyway. I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't before.When the human consciousness was born there came with it a twin with the impulse to transcend it. It is the experience of the transcendent that makes man man. In all departments of life man shows this dualism-his existence within the range of obvious facts and his trancendence of it a realm of deeper meaning. Trandcending to a new consciousness is a must so humans can ascend to higher levels of human cooperation, imagination, and compassion. ... Well it's time to put something new just because everything else here is old. Also it's getting older which makes me think I have to use less energy. Yet at the same time I don't want to lose production or output. So how to go about achieving this requires a whole new line of thinking I think. I also get in trouble when I do that sometimes (not really) seems like it though. So I have to take how I've been applying my energy, Which is positive. Then find out what I've achieved, hmm a negative result. How wastefull and unlogical. So if I use negative energy and acheive positive results then it's fun, fun, fun, till I start to get in my own way. So where is negative energy? Negative is minus or nothing, must be nothing. Now where's nothing, hey I like this, it's everywhere so somehow the laws of physics demand that if I use nothing I have to achieve something. Positive is then everything and everything has its place. It can be seen and is physical so it has External qualities. Which would place the nothing as Interior. Something to think about, I think Today I finally get my International Scout 11, I've waited a long time and that's OK because it's so nice. Now I can head out to the desert and go meteor hunting with my metal detector. Having majored in geology the desert is a good place anyway. I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't [link] the sense of joy about life is lost by someone it could be their ultimate tragedy. Losing one's capacity for joy is to lose perspective of themselves. Without a sense of joy the meaning of love cannot be comprehended. All is not lost or tragic. There is laughter, not the laughter of insanity or madness but a laughter marked by joy, simplicity; and sharing. So live on enjoy and most of all have fun.



When the human consciousness was born there came with it a twin with the impulse to transcend it. It is the experience of the transcendent that makes man man. In all departments of life man shows this dualism-his existence within the range of obvious facts and his trancendence of it a realm of deeper meaning. Trandcending to a new consciousness is a must so humans can ascend to higher levels of human cooperation, imagination, and compassion. ... Well it's time to put something new just because everything else here is old. Also it's getting older which makes me think I have to use less energy. Yet at the same time I don't want to lose production or output. So how to go about achieving this requires a whole new line of thinking I think. I also get in trouble when I do that sometimes (not really) seems like it though. So I have to take how I've been applying my energy, Which is positive. Then find out what I've achieved, hmm a negative result. How wastefull and unlogical. So if I use negative energy and acheive positive results then it's fun, fun, fun, till I start to get in my own way. So where is negative energy? Negative is minus or nothing, must be nothing. Now where's nothing, hey I like this, it's everywhere so somehow the laws of physics demand that if I use nothing I have to achieve something. Positive is then everything and everything has its place. It can be seen and is physical so it has External qualities. Which would place the nothing as Interior. Something to think about, I think Today I finally get my International Scout 11, I've waited a long time and that's OK because it's so nice. Now I can head out to the desert and go meteor hunting with my metal detector. Having majored in geology the desert is a good place anyway. I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't [link] it's time to put something new just because everything else here is old. 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I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't [link]le is it, random order made chaotic by the actions and deeds of humanity. Today I finally get my International Scout 11, I've waited a long time and that's OK because it's so nice. Now I can head out to the desert and go meteor hunting with my metal detector. Having majored in geology the desert is a good place anyway. I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't [link] y I finally get my International Scout 11, I've waited a long time and that's OK because it's so nice. Now I can head out to the desert and go meteor hunting with my metal detector. Having majored in geology the desert is a good place anyway. I must'nt forget there's gold in them there hills, now that I can go where I couldn't [link] the universe was made from love how can I see that love? Can it only be felt as an emotion? How can I truly know that it's love that I think I feel? 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